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PrincessKK
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Name: Princess
Location: Hawaii, United States
Birthday: 7/16/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: surfing and everything beach related, running, writing poetry. . . i know i'm forgetting stuff...
Expertise: hahaha... Godiva chocolate, baby!
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/30/2002
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| so. i'm PAU WITH EVERYTHING!! it's really weird n scary...but i am. i'm really upset tho, cuz i studied my ass off for my exam (had one final...but my other classes were clinicals or papers, n hell all semester, so don't start w/ me about one final) and i still think i failed. no seriously...i studied since friday...in the freakin LIBRARY (yes, i do know where that is) til like...at least 1 every night...ALL WEEKEND...n still got that exam n was confused. i know i know my shit, but the prof is sooo detail oriented n asked the most...insane questions. everyone agrees that it was absolutely impossible.
but anyway. yea last night was my last exam, so i went out w/ my friends from class (RC girls do it better!!) n it was sooo much fun. by about 830 i had already gone thru one of those bottles of champagne...after our exam we went straight to the alki store got them, n popped the corks by the river. it was great.  but yea. drank quite a bit all night but surprisingly didn't get that drunk at all. however, i stupidly mixed a lot... champagne...(2 kinds- my bottle plus some of my friend's), vodka, a red-headed slut (my friends bf bought us all shots...so sweet), and a jameson (?), which the manager of the bar we were at bought us b/c my friend used to work there...but anyway, yea i mixed so i was feeling kinna yucky at the end of the night. i planned to sleep in...but for some weird reason i woke up at like...830 (hence this entry). prolly cuz for the past week i've been waking up at this time either for work or to study. booo. i think im gonna go try n crawl back into bed tho.
aiight. well gl on finals everyone. *muah* | | |
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n yes...i finally figured out how to put these charts up...i wasn't clicking that damn box thingie. owell! hehe. | | |
| wow. haven't updated in a while. well things are pretty crazy...i'm really sad about graduation. not looking forward to it at all. i actually get really really sad when i think about it, n recently things have even made me cry. so it's really sad- i don't know how i'm gonna handle it all when it's actually time to say goodbye n get on that plane. i'm really not ready to leave my life here in boston. don't get me wrong, i'm glad to be going home n i planned to move home eventually the whle time... but i didn't expect 'eventually' to come so soon.
this coming week is also my last week at work. i don't know how i'm gonna even handle THAT...last week was a really rough one, a lot of the situations w/ the kids have been escalating and just getting worse. i didn't think that was possible. it breaks my heart to see what some of them have/are going thru...i want to save them all n give them everything but obviously i can't. when i leave, i go home and take w/ me memories and lessons that they've taught me. but what about them? that is their life and there's no way for them to escape it. i'm gonna stop now b4 i start really going off...and start crying. it's just so hard...i love all of them and they deserve so much better.  | | |
| back from spring break...n can i just say it was one of the most amazing weeks of my life. no, i didn't go to acapulco or any place like that...i went to louisburg, nc where i worked all week tutoring kids at the middle school there. it's a relatively low income area (3/4 of the kids in the school qualify for reduced or free lunch), and it was amazing how much we did and accomplished in that one week. it made me realize more how much i want to work with kids, and may have pushed me more towards working with at-risk youth, but at the same time towards kids w/ autism and related developmental disorders, because i worked with both there. the stories i have...i could go on forever... i know i did a lot, but i wish more than anything i was still there working with them...especially a few in particular.
it just broke my heart tho, to see how some of the teachers there just didn't care, and they seem to have just given up on some of the students (literally)...n it just made me so mad, cuz u NEVER give up on kids no matter what. cuz during this week we (me n all the volunteers) proved that all they need is someone to believe in them...to teach them to believe in themselves, n they can do anything. i have so many of those stories...but i won't bombard u guys with them all, but i'm sure y'all (they say that down there, it's soooo cute) will hear them from me at some point. but really guys...omg i cant even tell u, it was one of the most amazing weeks of my life, if not the most. i even got to play softball again! i went down w my friend to help coach the softball team...n i even helped some improve their game! AND i helped the coaches too w/ some practice pointers n all that!
ok, i'll stop now. but really...if u want to hear all the stories, or just some...or one...let me know...cuz really, it was an incredible experience.
well hope y'all (hehe) had a great break too...or have one when it comes...take care n i'll ttyl. *muah* byebyeee | | |
| ok so yea. apparently i really am just jaded n paranoid. talked to him n everything makes sense...i feel bad tho for thinking what i did. but how was i supposed to know? right?
well aside from that, it's been a pretty long, not so good week. well...nothing now, just stuff from sunday n then yesterday. i'm ok, but still struggling. i've never hated that medical orientation class more tho, let me tell u.
well, hope everyone has a great weekend...take care n byeee, | | |
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